Issues

The problem of having siblings is that each will have a position in your parents heart. I don't really understand, shouldn't parents love each and everyone of their children unconditionally without doubts no matter how and who they are?

I've never been the "favourite" one in the family and i've known it forever. I used to drive myself crazy trying to impress my parents to be the one in the family. Somehow, no matter what i do, i always fail. But to be honest, i don't give a shit anymore. It doesn't really matter to me, to be the most or least as long as i have a family to support. I may not be the most lovable one, but at least i know they'll support me. Financially and almost everything, everything except for a little love. But after so many years of thinking bout it, i still don't really understand. What did i ever do wrong?