Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Hey..

So.. nothing much happened lately.. just usual hangouts, movies, school..

there was Lings 17th birthday at No Black Tie on friday night.. it was pretty awesome. Justins been pretty busy with college assignments and all that.. so we're not really hanging these few days so im free, like now. at 11.30 at night.. when i am suppose to be bloody getting my beauty sleep actually. But whatever, can't really sleep in peace these few days.. somehow. Something is missing right now, i don't know what, but i just have that feeling that something just isn't right. ):

I can't reminisce what happened.. or what hasn't. but i am hell bent to figure out what the hell is bothering me..

At the mean time.. i've been watching a little Euro football early in the morning a few times.. since i can't really sleep..
And I find Andreas Ivanschitz from Austra freaking hot. :D
Guy on the right. Woot!

Hokay.. im gonna curl up with a book and hopefully fall asleep now.

Toodles.(:

Friday, June 20, 2008

I don't have any pictures of us right now in this computer cause it has just been formatted and everything is GONE, GONE AND GONE. ARGH.

so im gonna just steal this picture of us SO LONG AGO which i looked like an ugly fat arse back then. but oh nevermind, it's your special post.

I really look very different. /:

I known you my whole life and i never seem to get bored looking at that f*ked, LCLY face of yours.

We're been into so many troubles together, cutting class, smoking weed, shoplifting, crashing the car, crashing parties, drinking till dawn till we went home, or not going home at all, spending the night in the car, driving all the way to Pangkor or Genting for drinks and come back, laughing and singing our asses off in public, bullying schoolmates, punk'd everyone on april fool, causing someone to cry and run to mummy. and many many many more.

hahah, i've been so naughty back then.

All those are memories, and they are definitely not gonna be forgotten.

Happy 17th birthday my dear.

I love you so much!

Saturday, June 14, 2008


this movie cracked me up like crazy. boyfriend and i are seriously considering watching it again soon!

No Black Tie tonight, can't wait to just chill and drink with the buddies. (:

Thursday, June 12, 2008

As I've grown, I've learned several things. Life is full of disappointments & people you trusted will sooner or later let you down. I've learned that often those you love will love someone else & there's only one way to fall; fast & hard. I've learned that out of thousands of smiles, it takes one to touch your heart. I've found that words can be deceiving, but the truth always lies in a person's eyes. I've learned that everything can change in the blink of an eye & tears often come without invitation. I've learned crying can make us stronger & there is never too much love to go around. I've learned that prejudice helps no one & that weapons don't hurt people, people hurt people. I've learned sticks & stones may leave cuts and bruises but harsh words leave scars. I've found that every time you give someone a piece of your heart, it's a piece that you will never get back. I've learned the past is meant to be put behind us & we can't dwell on regrets, for what's done is done. I've learned that trusting yourself is the first step & that forgiving is remembering that helps your own heart more then theirs. I've found that family isn't always blood & everyone is someone's hero. I've learned life is unexpected & that God can do anything. I've learned some things aren't meant to be understood & that only time heals. I've found that imagination is our greatest gift & that we are meant to dream for a reason. I've learned it is never too late to fall in love & that being "beautiful" is all on the inside. Mistakes are our best teachers & everything happens for a reason. Only then can you live life to it's f true potential.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

a touching tale !

" The lights dim, the music starts to play, and our eyes automatically meet. The lyrics of the song speak the words my heart is too scared to admit: "I've always loved you, it's always been you." Trapped in a gaze, we slowly walk towards each other; there's no turning back now. Even though the room is almost pitch black, I see that face, those eyes, that smile, clear as day.
As we finally approach each other, the whole world fades away. Our past, the present, nothing seems to exist anymore. Suddenly the crowded room disappears and the only person in the entire room I can see is him. I open my mouth to say something, but he stops me, brushing my lips with his finger. A huge smile swells his lips as he gives me a look that rushes back into my memory. It's the same look that made me weak in the knees, the one that swept me off my feet, the one that made me fall in love. And suddenly, we're both looking at eachother the way we used to, and even though it doesn't make any sense at all, I don't do anything to stop it.
What is going on? I think to myself. But he reads my mind, just as he always does. He takes my hand and lifts it up to his chest, placing it against his red shirt. I look up at him, not knowing what to think.
"Feel my heart," he says to me, positioning my palm until I can feel it. The furious beating of his heart makes mine feel as though it is going to explode. Our eyes lock onto one another and my stomach flips the way it did when i first met him.
"You're the only girl who makes my heart beat this fast just with her smile."
Without thinking, I forget our ugly past, our fights, our breakup, and I fall right back into his presence. Biting my lip, I carefully take his other hand in mine and place it on my own heart. Its beating is so hard I think it is going to pop out of my chest.
This can't be real, I think. I must be dreaming. He feels my heart and lets out a breath of disbelief and awe. His smile is so much bigger than I remember, and I finally remember why I held onto liking him so long.
Without saying another word, he pushes back my bangs and gingerly strokes them behind my ear. As his fingertips graze my face I close my eyes for a second, but when I open them, he's still there. This is no dream.
Pausing for a moment to look in my eyes one last time, he slowly pulls me into his embrace, grabbing the sides of my face with both his hands. I hope he never lets go. At that moment my entire world seems to fall apart. Losing everything I had been trying to tell myself for the past eight months, my body gives into his kiss. But just as I think I completely lose myself, everything start to make sense again. I am finally happy and even though deep in my mind I know I should pick myself back up, my heart knows the truth: there's no one else I'd rather fall for. "

Sunday, June 8, 2008

lunch with suet yen tht day (:

candid, swear! haha

Friday, June 6, 2008


I'm so glad you've been by my side this whole 2 weeks of holidays of mine.

It's been amazing, no matter what we do, where we go, when we do it at anytime of the day, every minute has been perfection with you together with me.

thanks so much babyyy.
i loveyou tonnes.

Thursday, June 5, 2008

you're everything a girl could ask for. something close to perfection. why can't you see that? build up your self esteem, self confidence, everything you need to know to get back on your feet. clocks ticking.

Sunday, June 1, 2008

David Cook - Time Of My Life

I've been waiting for my dreams
To turn into something
I could believe in
And looking for that
Magic rainbow
On the horizon
I couldn't see it
Until I let go
Gave into love and watched all the bitterness burn
Now I'm coming alive
Body and soul
And feelin' my world start to turn

And I'll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time
To be more than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

Holding onto things that vanished
Into the air
Left me in pieces
But now I'm rising from the ashes
Finding my wings
And all that I needed
Was there all along
Within my reach
As close as the beat of my heart

So I'll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

And I'm out on the edge of forever
Ready to run
I'm keeping my feet on the ground
My arms open wide
My face to the sun

I'll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know
This is the time
This is the time of my life.
This is the time of my life.



Soooo addicted!