hey ho.

So these past few weeks have been c-r-a-z-y... It was filled with yam cha sessions, clubbing, parties.

Our Redang trip was awesome! 4 days 3 nights at the beautiful beautiful beach, we already got drunk the first night! We went snorkeling and etc. It was really fun.

The most memorable party out of the others were Alex's mums birthday party. She was really sporting when we threw cakes at her face! Now everyone loves his mummy huh?

Anyway, it's merdeka today huh.
We didn't go anywhere, we didn't wanna go to any crowded places. We're not even patrotic, but hey, its time for celebration, right? :D
Ended up at Jack's crib, we went swimming and drinking by the pool. And ended up playing strip poker till the wee hours, it was pretty much fun.

Happy Merdeka!

sorry i haven't been blogging, will have a proper update after today! (:

Hello hello (:

Things are finally looking up, we're definitely compromising. Haven't exactly got to the point of a decision yet so don't come asking me! I'll tell you when we really figure things out, we're just taking things slowly for now. Thats what i love bout Justin ya know.. he's not pushy, he give me enough space, he's willing to compromise and he understands.
Am i lucky or what? Sometimes i think i do not deserve such a person in this world.

Holidays are coming!
It's just a week but i think we really do deserve a break from all the studying and stress. Just one short trip might make it all right. Then only we'll face the horror of the year.. Spm really freaks me out.

I'm really looking forward to our Redang trip! Those who can't make it, theres still time to change your plans! (x

Dad and i have been discussing bout my future lately. And by future i mean, next year. i've been reminiscing on going overseas to continue studies, the education here is not really enough for me, i need somewhere better. this decision has been made for quite some time, and i doubt theres ever turning around.

Thing is, could i bare to leave my boyfriend and friends behind?
Sure, they always say you'll make new ones and true friends would always be there for you no matter how many thousand miles you're apart.
But theres no such thing as long distance relationship, i don't believe there is, cause theres no such thing. Well actually there is, but my meaning is that it never works out, never, ever. No matter how strong the couple are, no matter how long they were on, it never works out if it was a long distance relationship.

I don't know what to do.
They say never let personal problems interfere with education. Education comes first. But the feeling i'm feeling now is indescribable. justin and i has constantly have arguments when this topic is mentioned. I don't know what am i gonna do...