I'm totally devastated
David Cooks album isn't exactly a thumbs up. Hey, I Love David Cook! But God? His first album isn't very convincing to me. ): Anyway, so my life right now is basically upside down, yet i'm still trying to hold on the grasps of it. I'm trying really really hard. Don't ask me how did my papers go, i would say i screw up one or two or them, but the rest i hope it'd turn out okay. I used to dread leaving town whenever i think about it, but right now.. i just need to escape. I need some air to breathe, i need anything to keep me off my mind. It's tough, but i'm gonna try. I need a new direction. I spent every night talking to God in the most sentimental way i could even start crying. I believe one day, well.. he'll answer my prayers.
I miss
Justin. Yes, i really really do. But hey, if its not meant to be, it's not meant to be. We can't fight fate right?
I can't say that if i see you in 5 or 10 years down the road that i won't have those stupid butterflies in my stomach and have the urge to run up to you and kiss you. I can't say that i won't talk endlessly about how much i've missed you and how every night i went to sleep i prayed i'd see you again... but i also can't say that i won't have the man of my dreams walking
beside me if i see you... so i'll say this:
What we had was amazing.
I loved you in every way a person could love another.But today.. i have to let you go. For the sake of my future.
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If there's one piece of advice i can give you,
it's when there's something you really want, fight for it, don't give up no matter how
hopeless it seems. and when you've lost hope, ask yourself if 10 years from now, you're going to wish you gave it one more shot. because the best things in life.. they don't come free. i find it a pity a perfect couple who could last for 2 years or more like yourselves could go into their own direction at the very end.
YOU GUYS BROKE UP?
I DONT BELIEVE IT!!!!
chin up, be strong. :)
If you need to talk, you know what to do. :)
hey chris =) I hope you're doing fine. It comes and goes. It takes time but i'm sure you'll get over it sooner or later !
Much love.
hope you're alright girl.. :)
alright, thanks guys. (:
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